.. Attraction ..

the law of attraction....

i picture myself at Taiwan embassy settling my visa

there is an ahPek, talking to me and asking me why do i need express permit

and my dad talk to him and feh shui a bit and he provide me with visa at the end of the day

paying an extra 50% of visa fee.....

i picture myself rushing to LCCA to settle my air ticket

looking for the Indian man who promised me to only collect administration fee, no need to buy a brand new air ticket

i found the man, and we negotiate about the fee which is not too expensive.. still affordable

which means air tix aso settled

the best scenario is there is a flight at 535 pm tml

and i manage to get the visa done on time

and the indian man is there and able to fix the air ticket for me with reasonable charges

the second best scenarios will be taking a flight on Saturday 10am

worst comes to worst, if the charges is too expensive, i'll buy Sunday 535pm tix to Taiwan

and if nothing works.... i gonna say byE to Taiwan...

so, by applying the law of attraction

i want the best scenario to happen when i wake up in the morning later

i will get the visa done, find the Indian man and settle the air tix, and fly to Taiwan with the fastest flight available......

Yes! i'll make it happen!

.. untitled (iI) ..

26/08/2010 1745

我看着飞机起飞

有一种莫名其妙的感觉 想哭

承认是自己的错

没有查清楚

对不起，我搞砸了

.. Bye! ..

I am leaving to Taiwan in 15 hours time

wee weeee~ =)

first time go travel with fren

first time take Air Asia

first time plan own trip

huhuhuhu... banyak first time hor.. XD

it will be a 11 days trip

but deduct the departure and arrival time, it's a 9 days trip

huhuhuhu... enough gua

at least can see lots of places i guess

hohoho..

at last can go to Taiwan d

a place i always wana go

almost done with packing d

k k... mau pigi rest liao....

see you on the 5th of September! hohohohohoo

alios~

.. im ok ..

don't ask me why i am emo for this past few days

that's how i felt

thing that disturbed me a lot

after 2 weeks break,

i met my counselor again.. today

seems like i got lots of issue to talk about huh.. =)

she is right.. and i admit that i let things controlled me

my defense is not strong enough to prevent it from controlling my emotion

how dumb am i

she threw me questions.. asked me to think about them

i dare not think about them

i am afraid of what i will discover

the feeling inside... what will it be?

.. don't go ..

please don't go will ya?

don't leave me alone here

不要走好吗？

不要离开我......

the feeling of losing someone

the fear of losing someone

the fact that you have to lose someone

scared the shit out of you

to be precise... ME

i meant every word that i said

i know things that i've said before

when i say 'don't go', i mean it

but somehow, it doesnt make any difference

你的离开已让我难以释怀

你的离开让我觉得很无奈

你的离开会让我很寂寞很孤单

你的离开会让我很难过

忽然觉得

很孤单

there's nothing i can do

无能为力

if i ask you to stay, would you stay for me?

你会留下来吗？

don't go....

.. 始作俑者 ..

没有表情一个人坐着
等着一个安慰的理由 但你没有
词 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
她不是始作俑者
缺席的你罪恶的问候
用沉默代替解脱
迷失在你的话语
用微笑告别以后
这一刻后彼此要擦身而过
放下一切让你走
就这样不再联络
想起你电话来时的表情
想起从前爱你的声音
想起总是微微笑的你
想起从前爱你的调皮
想起如果没有遇见你
想起从前爱你的甜言蜜语
面对着自己 背对离 去的你 我已失去
（歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
多年后 时间不再紧凑
你我的以后也不再拼凑
爱情始作俑者不是谁
没有谁错又或谁对
不再 害怕 面对
　 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
面对着自己 背对离 去的你 选择放弃

.. sMilLe ..

they were smiling

they are smiling

and they will always smile

smiling bee~

baby~ =)

=)

smiling greenie~

and metoo....

=)

hopes u understand

im sorry....

.. Ipoh trip pt. 1 ..

18-19/08/2010

Ipoh 2 days trip~

with Shirley, Yupei, Celest, MingSong, and JW

uncle ar uncle~

use the long long + jam way to go to Ipoh

supposed to be a 2 hours journey becum 3 and half hours

wulalala~ a while more can reach penang liao la!!!! /.\

but still, thanx to uncle all the way fetch us to Ipoh la

if not aso duno how to go.. =)

when we reached there it's already 3-4 oclock

according to Shirley, there were no nice places to go for food

got to wait till nite and tml only got nice food to eat.. x.x

and we just sat down at kopitiam and eat lu

wait till nite for nice food~

went to a small small stall for the dao fu fa

but a little bit too sweet... aiks

then da bao 'yim guk gai'... wulalala~

nice! XD

went to a park to eat our 'yim guk gai'

haha.. i think Shirley want to bring us to hui wei her tong nian lo.. ^^

but nice park anyway~

6 ppl share a chicken~

yummY! nice! but a bit too salty....

see these two guys.. eat till jing jing you wei~

hehe.. i filtered the girls photos d..

our group photo~

mingSong ler?????? hilang... hahaha.. he's the cameraman luuu

like the park... very greenish~

this place is called Taman Gunung Lang~ =.=

sweat rite.. there is a gunung in a taman.. and there is a lake?river? in a taman gunung

hahaha.. but it's a beautiful place

a lot of fishes~ not sure wad kind of fish la......

tot of riding the boat and go around the 'taman' de.....

but closed!!!! we went at the wrong time

hmm.. next time loo~

sifu said it's quite a nice shot.... =)

haha.. i like also....

a duck? swan? whatever species is that, it's beautiful

they were arguing about what kind of species is that

hehehe..

after visiting the taman gunung, Shirley brought us to visit her housing area

wulalala~ a very nice place to stay

a lot of beautiful houses... with a large piece of land

weeee~ luv it

but i am not inside! sob...

nice~ ^^

很舒服~

owww~

XD

.. YUPEI TAN! ..

18/08/2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!

siao zhar bor!

my thesis companion!

someone i know for 3 years d!

when we first knew each other i don't think we were so close as we are now

talk more, smile more, laugh more... XD

i guess this is the first time i really celebrate birthday with/for u

first time then go till Ipoh to celebrate lerrrr.. hahaha..

3 and half hour journey + rainy days + here close there close + in and out the car + ur shoe cake + the not-so-high clubbing experience + forcing u to puke when u cant puke! + ur high high expression + ur cant wake up face + the urge to eat but canot eat de feeling

wah~ enuf liao lo! so memorable liao.. XD

the only sad thing is jinnie and ahHo not around!

if not everything will be so perfect rite???

hahaha.. i dont mind next round de.. hor hor yuPei hor!~ =P

didnt buy u any present

just treat u the tiger + heiniken + 7ups.. XD

can la hor.. since u like so muchy ma hor.. hahaha

once again happY birthdaY wor~ =)

mwah mwah mwah~

.. 雨过天晴？ ..

todaY is quite an emo day for me

everything doesn't seem to work out well

i don't know.. i just dont like todaY

晴天娃娃

that's wad ppl call it

i hang it on my cupboard

all of sudden i don't know how to continue with the post

no idea what to write.....

i have doubts

there are things that i could not figure out

things that i wanted to know the truth behind

but too afraid to find out what it is

did it exist?

or it's merely my illusion?

was it real?

or it's just another sad things that will happen in my life?

i guess i shouldn't have any expectation in the first place

i should know that i don't have the right to have any expectation

just wake me up...

slap me on the face and i'll wake up

btw,

i am disappointed with some people

disappointed with the decision made

never ever i thought that i would happened

seriously disappointed....

.. experimenting with tripod ..

i was too bored

too free that i don't know what to do

decided to bring out my baby and play with it

trying to shoot the nite view from the window

which reminds me of the tripod.. O.o

free gift wor.... duno how much it worth pun.. not much gua.. hahaha

lemie introduce u my tripod~

jz call it tripod la.. Keep brand.. O.o

first time using tripod.. felt kinda weird

my reflection~ =)

i tried to take the picture with different mode

different shutter speed and different aperture

1.6s, f/4.2, ISO200

hmm.. felt like abit overexposed... a little too bright compared to the ori scene

1/3s, f/4.2, ISO200

very obvious it's underexposed... so darky darky

x.x

0.8s, f/4.2, ISO200

this is more like it.. =)

0.8s, f/4.2, ISO200

i used to take picture of scenery

nite or day

but duno since when i stopped

now the feeling came back

felt great.. or mayb i was too wuLiao.... O.o

.. what's the purpose of drinking? ..

13/08/2010

after the celebration we decided to go for second round

but it's kinda late d

so, i asked them to come over my house

went to jusco to buy a bottle of red wine~

talked to the auntie for quite sometime

she recommend us which one to buy

of cz i am not the one who do the talking la... XD

ahHo asked the auntie whether vegetarian can drink or not

auntie replied, "of cz! it's made of grapes!"

ROLF.... true also right!

even beer also made of malt... ntg wrong actually

hahaha... so true so true

so, that give the green pass for ahHo to drink lo.. =P

our red wine~

not bad.. taste good... quite smooth

not too bitter yet not too sweet..

luv the bottle too... =)

but i guess 750ml is too little for 4 of us

hahaha.. we need more to get high~ bleeek

ahHo brought her soju? imported from Korea

and yes, we mixed!

drink and mix

mix and drink

effect not strong enough~

brought over my dad's white wine + red wine

and my beer collection.. Heineken and Asahi

cham dao luan!

at the end..

i collapsed....

that would be the best and also the worst feeling i've ever had

it's real or just a drunken dream?

who knows...

another sunnY day after a stormy night......

.. zanMai daY ..

13/08/2010

second post-thesis celebration

we were suppose to celebrate 99 on 12/08/2010

but yuPei and ahHo got another assignment to submit the day after that

so so, we r having another celebration lu~

i met up with Shirley early in the morning

cz he car broke down.. so i went to fetch her

the we went all the way to Jln Imbi to eat egg tart

but sadly finished! ='(

sooo, jz makan lunch there lu...

after lunch we went to Nikon center at PJ to take Shirley's D90

then went to errm.. duno where la.. to meet Michael..

my paycheck is coming soon~ ^^

weeeeeeeee~ happy happy~

this is Help hostel

we waited for ahHo and yuPei here

they went to Uni to submit their assignment

snap snap snap while waiting

that siao po snap a hundred pictures of mine x.x

this way up plz~

we went to midvalley jalan jalan makan makan~

sushi zanmai~ always the smartest choice

hahahaha..

i realized that i always go to sushi zanmai for lunch/dinner whenever i go out with friends

hahahaa... they really love sushi zanmai i guess.. =P

ahHo de sushi~

dislike this sushi... dislike the egg.. x.x

but i like the color.. cz it's yellow.. XD

ocha?

hot and cold.. anyOne?

our dear yuPei~

ahHo! =P

dislike taking pic with flash~

Hi or byE?

after dinner we went around to shop

Shirley was looking for shoes

yuPei was looking for her white plain shirt

hahhahaa...

=.=

shoes.......

they all looked the same to me.. XD

wonder y girls luv to buy shoessss... O.o

.. what we do after thesis ..

12/08/2010

post-thesis celebration

with my darlings~ and uncle.. XD

after 5pm, we discussing where to go

i feel like having a drink somewhere

relax abit ma! =P

so i decided to go Brussels at JayaOne, since Krisc is there

Brussels beer cafe~

like this place.. it's the second time we go there without Jinnie ooi

Ooi! when u wana come and join us????? XD

and since we are hungry, we ordered some food to eat while waiting for Shirley

i asked Krisc for the cocktail she promised me

but she said she is too busy~

so i ordered one pint of Hoegaarden instead

and a plate of ceasar salad~ huhuhu.. healthy gua..

my ceasar salad~ abit dark la

hahaa.. first time outing with my baby

still exploring.. =P

taste good.. like it.. the cheese is not too smelly for me.. lolzz

and not too pricey~ 9.80 per plate..

yuPei's lunch set

wu di dong zhen de wu di dong

damn big portion! i cant finish tat for sure

erm, hawaian chicken sandwich with fries? lolz.. not too sure

comes with a soft drink for 14.50

which i think is quite reasonable.. but i didnt taste it

so no comment on the food....

ahHo's de wafer with ice-cream

aiya~ dieting but eat wafer! cant blame her also la

she is vegetarian for a month.. nothing much she can eat

not sure about the price and taste

looks good though

my Hoegaarden

luv it~ so smooth...

awwww~ see this!

it's a gift from Krisc! erm, sunshine Daisy?

ooopsss~ i really forgot the name.. nothing close to sunshine Daisy i think

XD

after drinking a quarter of Hoegaarden, Krisc come over my table with a bluish cocktail

omg~ hoegarden + cocktail? hahaha.. i need to drive man

but the bluish drink is good

bitter and sweet at the same time

harmonious feeling~ thankx Krisc for the complimentary cocktail

next time i wan another flavour.. =P

in return i help u promote Brussels k? haha..

my drinks~

luckily Yupei share abit with me

felt a little tipsy but managed to control

still can drive and function properly

just tat i cant control my emotion =.=

gai gai at Tesco while waiting for Shirley

camwhore~ x.x

after Shirley arrived we met up with her and MingSong

uncle said that behind the digital mall or wadever place tat is got a nice place for dinner

so we pigi there la...

uncle intro tomyam to me~

say very nice wor.. ok lo... ordered a bowl of glass noodle tomyam~

super duper disappointed.... gotta blame uncle for this!

too sour! not spicy at all

haihz.. i didnt finish it..

blame u uncle!!!

busy sms-ing sumore!

the long awaited Shirley Goh.. =.=

she wana b mysterious gua... dun let ppl take her pic.. x.x

a simple post-thesis celebration

=)