.. 我没有童年 ..

想回到童年吗？

我很想回到童年

回到那无知的时候

什么都不用去想

想做什么就做什么 想说什么就说什么

人长大了

想的事情多了

顾虑的事情也多了

烦恼的事情也多了

要烦的事情不多

但是我在乎的事情太多了

我在乎的感觉 我在乎那一切

当我觉得我在乎的东西受到伤害 我慌了

当我慌的时候，唯一可以拯救我的是酒精

酒精可以让我暂时的麻醉自己的自觉

让自己不要想那么多

让自己飘

感觉很好

我知道有些事情我处理的不好

很心痛

对不起

我又做错了

.. Faith ..

do you have the Faith?

faith

used to be my nickname

cz i want to believe

but wad happened in the past

makes me doubt if i am qualify to use this name

and soon i choose to let go

and changed my nick to buggY

i thought i lost the ability to have Faith

until lately i found the reason to believe again

throughout the hardship, i still want to believe it will happen

cz the reason is You....

.. untitled (iI) ..

26/08/2010 1745

我看着飞机起飞

有一种莫名其妙的感觉 想哭

承认是自己的错

没有查清楚

对不起，我搞砸了

.. don't go ..

please don't go will ya?

don't leave me alone here

不要走好吗？

不要离开我......

the feeling of losing someone

the fear of losing someone

the fact that you have to lose someone

scared the shit out of you

to be precise... ME

i meant every word that i said

i know things that i've said before

when i say 'don't go', i mean it

but somehow, it doesnt make any difference

你的离开已让我难以释怀

你的离开让我觉得很无奈

你的离开会让我很寂寞很孤单

你的离开会让我很难过

忽然觉得

很孤单

there's nothing i can do

无能为力

if i ask you to stay, would you stay for me?

你会留下来吗？

don't go....